It's been a while since I've posted...again! Sorry about that. Just a busy teen over here, I guess. :P Lets see whats been going on in Malyssa's world...haha...

• School starts on Wednesday...I'm both excited, and nervous all at the same time. I'm excited because I will see everyone again, and because I'm a senior this year!! Nervous because of the anxiety problems, and...well, I really don't have any other good reasons.
• My Cozmo has been a life saver!!! I have NEVER had numbers that looked so good! I love love loveeeee my Cozmo! =)
• I have an appointment with a new endo on the first day of school, at 3:30. I don't know what to think about it yet. When we called the office, they warned us that he likes tight control, and that my A1c of 9.9 is unexceptable...no kidding! =/
• My highest blood sugar for the past week has been 190! Nice, right? Haha..now how often does that happen!?

Well, thats it for right now...I will definately post soon, and tell about my school and endo experiences! :)

Ta Ta!! :P

A post! And some good news!!

Wow. I have been so busy lately, with school comming up, my cousins engagement party, work, SAT prep...it's pretty crazy, but it's all good. Keeps my mind off of everything. And I haven't even been able to post that my Cozmo 1800 got approved!!!! Yup. I have been hooked up since Sunday morning, and I couldn't be happier. I went with the Tropical green, and he has been dubbed Fuschia Nemo, by my friend Kiersten and my little sister Kristen. Lol. Kristen came up with the Nemo, and Kiersten with the Fuschia! :P Thats right...we are expert pump namers, who are going to write a book one day, haha...seriously...we will! :P My control has been excellent since my good friend Fuschia Nemo hooked up to my side! I haven't seen a number over 191 since Saturday night at bedtime. I knew it wasnt me!! I love love love my cozmo! Really. It's the best pump ever, and NO...it's not big!! :P Lol. But, I have been getting migranes again. Bad ones. It hurts to look at the light, and to go outside in the sun is pure torture. I don't understand why i am getting these migranes again, but its bad. I can barely hold my head up...it feels so heavy. :( Well...I am off to do my first site change on my own with the Cozmo...should be interesting. Oh, and btw...I love the Cleo 90 infusion sets!!

I am having one of those days. You know the kind...the I can't take one more minute of Diabetes kind of days. I have been high all day. 429 has been the highest, 266 the lowest. Not fun. And going to work high...even worse. I'm just really down about it today, and I just wish it would go away. I'm getting tired of site changes, and testing my blood sugar, counting carbs, and bolusing. I think I'm getting a little burnt out with regards to my D care. I need a break. Anyways, just needed to vent a bit. I'm off to watch "Becoming Jane". I'll try to post soon.